here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

1:48 PM kinda cold that freezes your heart over
freezes your cold heart over and turns it high dry silver numb sad.



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[ive moved]

11:07 PM pitch black, barefooted. black moss whispers underneath your barely moving feet. are you afraid yet? youre in too deep to back out, you shake your head, defiant. tell it to them, tell them youre never going to make me give up. slithers, hissing slips of movement just nearby, the crackle of leaves beneath your cold, dead dying toes. still not leaving, are you girl? your head screams yes, your heart whispers no, youll take me when i cant fight anymore. trees bend in agony, you can hear their screams surrounding you, all your doing. the wind swerves around them, howling, wailing; your spirit's replica. you shiver, you run, but there is no one left for you. shake your tresses, nail your feet, tear out your own skin because you know he took it all.
there's no one left for you.

10:16 PM my hotmail's
emotion-markers@hotmail.com
munning add me! and leave your blooggg!

10:05 PM i love my watch mates,
i think tenzing is super zai.
and im still telling the pippi joke to people!
hahaha
thinking about evan and his stupid joke telling still makes me laugh.

evan: okay i tell you guess a joke! once there was a famimly who had seven kids. they kept trying and trying for an eighth kid, and one day, they finally got it. the mother pushed and pushed and finally they got a kid ...
me: and it was jamie! hahaha joke.
evan: eh quiet! okayokay. then on the day of the pregnancy, the mother was having difficulty giving birth to it, but she pushed and she pushed, and it was very hard, but soon the baby came out,
jamie: and it had two heads! hahahaha
evan: eh! keep quiet! then the baby was very active somehow, it ran to the nurse and asked her, are you my mummy? the nurse said no, your mummy is in the room. the baby ran to the doctor, and asked, are you my daddy? and the doctor said, no, your mummy and daddy are in the room there. then the baby ran to the room, knocked, the daddy opened the door and then the baby ran up to the mummy
[evan smacks jamie real hard on the head twice]
and the baby asked. pain or not! pain or not!
jamie: huh i dont get it!
evan: i do for you again k!
[smacks her on the head again]
jamie: ow! yes pain! but i dont get it!
evan: you want me do again?

hahaha
he got so frustrated at the interruptions!

i love you all,
munning justina jolyn trisha ziwei jaime jamie lerwoon janice melissa shira meeling TENZING

9:58 PM camp was pretty fun,
learnt the game werewolf
hees.
its quite an awesome game,
but the thing's that you need loads of people to play it.
got to be a werewolf once,
heh.

best part of camp?
claudia: STOP TOUCHING ME!
haha outzx nights.



told you youre a liar,
what happened to 'ill blog after my exams?'
liar.

8:52 PM what it could've been:
cookies baked,
in your name and a
card.
shirt that would look great
on only you and my
heart.

happy never going to be;
second year.


thrice a day,
i must be getting bored.
or desperate.

7:15 PM hold you like there's no tomorrow,
because tomorrow's gone 'for(e) us.

6:41 PM drowning;

i just wanna dive right back in,
till i forgot i cant breathe inside it.
your open arms and tears towards, i'll swim,
if i didn't know can't touch, the floor's too deep.

oh yes we know the love's there,
but then love just can't be everywhere.
didn't think i'd miss you, this bad.
back to when i'd see your name and stop and stare.

it's hard to remember it's over,
hard to not tell you what i think
hard to just not run back to you,
hard to believe without you i'd still swim.

oh yes we know the love's there,
but then love just can't be everywhere.
didn't think i'd miss you, this bad.
back to when i'd see your name and stop and stare.

feels like im diving in the dark.
lost track of my own heart.
awoken from my nightmare's fantasy.
it's getting cold and sharp,
waves crashing on my skin.
tell me,
when were you not everything.

oh yes i know that you're there,
but when it's late my thoughts compare.
didn't think it'd ever be this way,
still surrounded by your memory,
always safe.

10:01 PM picnic(at the botanical garden)
it's perfect for a picnic,
when wind chimes waltz the trees,
while pretty birds with pretty songs,
ruffle in the breeze.

orange globe transcends silver crescent,
pale gold overspills,
warnth shrouding every being,
happiness his will.

when treetops and daisy petals,
bob their smiles in unison,
and greet dew green grass,
admidst pale splashe of crimson.

it's perfect for a picnic,
baby; you and me.
and maybe, perhaps.
island creamary.



hees.
icecream!

5:05 PM hello manzx!
:D
well i gotta do something ive wanted for a long time (though its ih tomorrow and all)!


listenlisten!
rachel/sihui? said i'd nice legs

so well in the event that you wanna see what my legs do look like,
scroll down!
:D


4:59 PM



haha you cheekopeh for checking out my legs!