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9:43 pm hey everyone.
im wiped because of the badminton i played today. unbelievable. im actually tired now. at 9.40! madness. today i got SO mad cause i felt that THAT GUY was ignoring me. then i decided not to give a damn about him and so it went on.and i got embarrassed by THAT GUY'S friend . hate him. and then as i went back home, i wanted to ask him a few questions on msn messenger but realised that i had deleted and blocked him so i just added him again. but either he didnt want to accept my request or really wasnt online. i was just so bored that i went to his blog to check out what the horrible freak called " the guru" had said. and realised what an asshole he was. i still can see why i liked him in the first place but also can see an ugly side of him i had never seen before. and that part is tearing me apart. today, i was almost sure that he had said something about me which was not so nice at all. not so sure anyway. why am i bothering to care?! anyway, i felt SO uncomfortable around him and just didnt bother or tried not to. not the word *tried*. truth was, i really liked him last time for close to 5 months but now, i really don't. he said that he liked me a few weeks ago but he is a really fickle person and i doubt that he can like a girl for more than 3 weeks. what an idiot. and after that, he went home and just walked past me without even saying bye or whatever. jerk. when i went to his blog, i saw that he asked all those who were bored to sms him and also remembered that he told me that he coudnt sms a few days ago.what an ass! i really sincerely will not even consider him as a friend anymore. sorry to be rambling but i cant continue. falling asleep already. got to soothe my aching muscles.

get out of the indigo sky!