here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

4:51 pm
hi
got my results. DIDNT MEET NYGS! damnit. now what am i going to do. truth is.... i dont exactly look foward to rivervalley. i dont particularly like fairfield methodist. someting about someguy. and i dont really like nanhua coz the english they gave at the presentation s.u.c.k.s. so. basically. i dont want to go anywhere. amazingly optimistic aint it?

heres the marks

English : A*
Mathematics: A
Chinese: A*
Science: A*
Higher MT: Distinction.
Total: 260

yeah i know it sucks. highest is 281 and thats such a biiiggg difference! and also. jamie got higher than me. and i feel pathetic coz the loser freak got more than me. and also. i missed the perfect A* by math. thanks a lot mr. i-invented-maths. you just made my life crap.

my schools highest is 270 and thats like. a 10 mark difference! and my badminton has gone downhill coz i feel sick sometimes. and drowsy and out of training. i hate falling sick. i hate hospitals. i hate cold rooms. i hate being pushed around in a wheelchair. hmm. change all the hates to hated. omigosh. my entry sounds so pessimistic. nvm. a person is allowed to be pissed off for a while. i think? hope that this wont last. my service and backhand and smashes ( fine. EVERYTHING) needs improvement.

watching mr bean screw up his life in a comical way just so that i will laugh at his hopelessness
bye
meeling