here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

5:29 pm life is dead as death. interesting sentence isnt it? life is life. death is death. complete opposites. so. this sentence means.... the person is feeling like life is the same is death. yeah meaning he/she thinks he might as well be dead. and also meaning he/ she feels like me right now. stupid sentence.

i think im giving up my resolutions now. they make me feel to restrained. too. un -me. maybe the guys one anyway. oh and u know what? please dont send me any christmas card unless its funny or something. or else i will throw it in the ashtray to burn. when i can find an ashtray. and thats after i duplicated it. then ripped it up. then burn the duplicate. and so and and so forth. have fun people. this post is as good as dead anyway. so dont bother reading any furthur. im typing coz i will go nuts if i keep all these bloddy things in. and then death might really be a better option. ah well. i live in a 12 storey hdb flat. convenient. so. i decorated my house for the party today.... hohoho. merry christmas everyone. its wonderful. ... okay. its great that jesus saved us. so i mean that christmas is wonderful. just pissed off with. my mum. my bloddy sisters. everyone. except you reading this. coz. its nice of you to read crap. heh.

yeah so have fun. and jamie... im going to go to ur party at around 730. or later. or earlier.depends. and u know what? if u wana complain. go on. u missed my party completely last time so forgive me. if u start on me. its prejudiced. gah. okay u people have fun.

maybe i should live a little while more.i like breathing. yeah. i breathe alot.