here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

11:40 pm okay. i know its nearly christmas only... but i kinda planned my new year resolution already. LOL. still. hear goes.

1. i will think of others feelings before i speak.
a. this totally reduces embarrassment. i wont have to apologise so often. XD. haha!
b. i will get less enemies. after all, if im less cutting, people wont start to dislike me THAT fast.
c. i duno why i put c. i just like c i guess. okay this is spam.

2. i wont eat chocolate. ever.
a. whenever i eat chocolate, i will develop giagantic zits. which are sooo disgusting. and also. im a little allergic to chocolate. what a stupid allergy.
b. gains weight. duurhh.

3. i wont even think about a guy...
a. i duno. trusting guys has never really worked out that well for me. i mean look at the 2nd so-called bf i had. blerrgh. i dont even know why i liked him EVER.
b. theres the tiny chance i might get into nanyang and i really want to get into the cultural exchange program in sec 3. you get to travel overseas for 3 week free. rocks!
c. the guys i kinda hang out with are too like friends to even consider that kinda stuff.
d. the longest relationship i had was 2 weeks. dosent exactly hold well.
e. doubt that any guy would like me anyway. so might as well not trip over and become the official fool.
f. all the actually nice guys are taken.
g. no more nice guys are left. except for my friends. so. see c. haha!

4. i have to get at least 5- (8 or 9???) A1s next year.
a. er. do i really have to explain for this???

5. (if i dont get into nanyang) ,,, i will transfer there the next year. hopefully i dont have to do this.

6. i will not use the computer for more than an hour and a half each day.
a. there will be loads of school work.
b. i have to revise and stuff.
c. i wanna join badminton so i have to train WAY more.
d. sometimes i dont know why i chat to ppl that much anyway.

7. i have to beat someone who is better than me in badminton by february or march.
a. it will at least show that i have improved.XD

8. i will run at least 5km every week.
a. stamina is important for badminton. plus i have the pft thingy or wtva its called in sec sch.

9. okay this is the harshest one so far. and the one which is most unlikely to happen.and the one im most likely to break. but anyway. here goes. i will refuse any guy who asks me out.

yeah i know its stupid. but i dont like setting myself up to fall again. so no thank you. maybe its paronia or smth like that. though i doubt that this would ever happen. so. this one is pointless.

10. i will control my fiery, sharp temper.
a. its not nice to have a bad temper??? =D

11. i will stop oming down too hard on myself.

okay maybe i will actually be able to keep these. but for now. I LOVE THE HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!