here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

8:24 pm how long can i stand her acting like im shit.
oh heyy your my best friend.
and to me you mean nothing.
whats with her attitude that.
hey if i want to join her group.
its okay she can handle this no-life loser.
and if i dont want to so what.
so many other people are dying to be ure friend.
do u need this one.
hear me say.
best friend.
leave me alone.
i dont want you.
you dont stop me crying.
just form the tears that leak.
and whenever im sad.
hey so what.
im nothing that u need.
this is so freaking annoying.
ur effing attitude.
my best friend means nothing to me.
when she's angry i dont talk ot her coz im scared.
when she's sad. so what let other people handle her.
i shall talk to her later.
man.
i hate u.
get out of my life.
its over.
has it ever began?
best friends are supposed to be a mutual feeling.
not me always running behind ur ass doing what u think i dont mind doing.
wrong.
i dont like doing all the things u do.
i dont want to hang out with only u and ure friends.
and in case u haven't noticed.
i'm an. ACTUAL LIVING THING.
not something u can play with.
in case u dont know.
i breathe.
grow.
move.
nail that into ur brain.
quick.
and grow up.
no one can handle standing in ure shadow for long.
rubbing it into ure faces.
when obviously im already sad.
say that kind of shit thing to my face.
then act like what.
oh its okay. he hates u but dont worry.
he loves partnering me.
fuck off.




man im seriously pissed.