here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

8:20 pm tears are stinging my eyes. i dont know why. maybe its coz of missing zp or my crap life or crap me or shit like that. and. nickyeam is being random talking to me coz jamie told him im pissed at him and i have no idea how to ask him to shit off properly. coz i already threw a major tantrum today over no particular shit incident. so. yeah im in a mood swing. and jamie said hello then completely didnt say anything else after that. wth. im so totally biting off peoples heads for no reason today. and i totally feel like crying. but if i do. everyone will be like. what happened? and " i dont know" is such a shit reason. i need someone to talk to. but i have a sorethroat thats basically sore. my voice sounds like a guys.

favourite word of the day: shit.
as u might have noticed.

this is so darn freaking screwed.i dont wish to go for lifeskills camp coz i find sleeping in somewhere just for the dumb fun of it ridiculous.