here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

5:50 pm hi.
yeah. we broke up so dont ask.
and. im still really confused about it. yeah. coz he has been going on that he still likes me but then he just. broke up with me.

so wtf can you stop messing with my head?

and. jamie is like. now what? last time it used to be vighnesh,marcus,edward and i and you zhi png and nicholas. so now what?
fuck i dont want to think about it can.
but she brought it up so anyway.
i was like. errr. then i guess i go with you and vighnesh and marcus they all. yeah. but i dont like vighnesh. last time the mrt incident was like. shit. and my impression was just like. what an effing asshole. yeah. but i just went online and asked marcus if he mind. and he said he was okay with it. but does vighnesh mind? so. it was like. i know vighnesh doesnt like me so i said i gues he did. and marcus said. i dont think he wants to hang around you. so where does that leave me?
and now its like im begging people to hang out with me or what. and supposedly i have a best friend who supposedly cares. and shes leaving me alone coz i dont suit her clique. yeah she treasures them more than me.
so who actually cares if i die?
and its not like i cant tell that mattias is getting sick of helping me through my thousand and one emo trips.so perhaps i should just have one final emo trip and be done with it. byebye world.
and jamie i dont fucking care if you show this to marcus or vighnesh or whoever you wish to coz you believe that they have a right to know or shit. im going to die sooner or later anyway. might as well be who i am, dislike who i dislike and not beg peopleto hang out with me. if im resolved to that i mightas well die.



so screw theworld. buh-bye.

and zhi png. dont mess with my head again, can youjust sms me or some shit and solve it once and for all?!