Sunday, May 20, 2007
8:30 pm
will i regret not doing a little something more; arguing a little less; keeping quiet more when im like. old and balding and white-haired? and wondering what life would be like if we were still together. perhaps we would have lasted if i did/didnt do something. perhaps it would have lasted till we were both old and balding and white'haired. there're just so many possibilities. and i desperately need/miss all the night phone calls, hugs, and everything about him. it just hits me when i think: i feel like smsing him! then it hits. as hard as anything. then the tears still kicking in too. but i cant cry ALL the time. and i think i would be able to let out my emotions more if i cried more often. but if i cried all the time i felt like. i would flood my house/singapore. or perhaps just my socks or feet but still. the point is still there. i cant be who i am;what i feel like.
but i still feel like letting the tears drop.
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