here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

9:54 pm i dont know.
that seems to be what im saying alot recently.
im just confused.
so staying friends is the best idea i heard for a long long time.
just now i got so frustrated i leant me head back real fast, real hard.
and it hit the wall; ouch.

lets talk about easier stuff to talk about.

today i lost to seeded seven.
and i got it wrong, im in round 3, not 4.
it was a stupid game, 21-7. 21-17.
i played better than i ever played in any tournament.
still not my normal performance.
i was so nervous in the first set.
7 points, ouch.
second set was alot better.
so it wasnt such a stupid game i guess.


oh noooo i have a headache from banging my head on the wall.
and eating a full milkybar isnt me. i got stitches and vomit feelings during the match. =/




i cant make a choice
both of you mean alot to me
i dont want to pick
that would be a lie
i dont want to do anything now
just let things by.