here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

9:59 pm im not your bloodyf*ing reserve.
and its not a ncie feeling when you realised that youve been asked just coz the person he really wanted to go with isnt free.
im not your reserve.
if you think i am,
you can effing weell think again.
and again and again.
this. is not nice.

im so numb, i cant even feel it when i push you away now.
its like someone cut out my heart. no feelings, nothing.
i dont even know how im feeling now.
numb i guess.
i asked for so long to be unable to feel that now.
i cant.
thank you.