here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

8:02 pm okay i just read nick leongs xanga.
nickyeams before that
and sharmilas before that
and jamies
and yitengs
rah.

i realised that im a seriously lazy blogger.
always blog a piece here and a piece there, but no elaboration at all.
damn i forgot how to spell seriously just now.
anyway. ive started to use damn alot.
not a good thing but at least it has replaced fuck in language.
yeah though not totally. see my previous post babe.
and ive started using babe and darling to random people too; plus ive no idea why. life is getting cool.

im trying to stop using yeah so often.it gets on my nerves;
so i have to pity other people nerves.

i shall save you people the elaboration loongloong part and >> (psst. the fast foward sign) to today.

yay i won a singles match, yay i won a singles match.
whatthegayshit so happy. ive never won a singles match in a tournament ever before.
though i strongly believe that if i had lost this match, i'ld have killed myself.
that girl could only lob half court, smash when it was 1/4 court and net when she was three steps away.
tournament nerves got to me though and i lost first set, 21-17.
it was retarded man.
i swung to lob.
and missed the shuttle.
****!
and it hit frame at least 5 times, giving here at least 5 times to smash me.
gah i hate tournament nerves.

but anyway i won rubber set, 21-12 for both matches.
proves that i take a loooooonnng time to warm up.
stupid.
tomorrow playing against gloria pang.
raffles person.
she kicks ass darling.
im going to die if i miss shuttles tomorrow.
=/



im happy anyway.
round four is pretty cool.
plus the girl i played against today won seeded seven.
so its pretty damn cool.


and now im begging benedict to change his msn name coz well.
ive read it alotalot of times.
sick of it.
=/


hahaha and im not showing him the post. its buried.
saaaad babe.
x)

and he hasnt been coming online for too long.
i wanna talk to him.
or sms him but i dont dare to.

gah thats not about benedict bytheway.


<3s dedication to.
vivi
isaac
benedict
aristotle
jireh
1/2 wayne. 1/2.

(:

they've been reallysuperduperoober nice. hees.