here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

8:27 pm i used to be so gulible, thinking that i could take on the world and everything would be so easy. there were no bad people, not bad to the extent that i see now. nothing was bad. i used to dream of being an international skater/writer/singer/journalist. dreamt that my skate club would in the newspaper and always be fun and it would last forever.

gone are all the dreams and now im just a normal girl living a normal life with bad grades and going online everyday, watching tv, reading.

why?

i used to be so happy skating in the rain with music and it was all i could ever want forever.
i needed; craved; had an addiction to skating. it was all i needed.

now i dont even remember what it feels like to be happy on my own anymore.