here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

5:19 pm someday
everything has an end.
nothing ever goes like how youll planned.
i think of you and it brings back memories.
all the smiles and fights and
the tears and names and the pain i used to hide

yet when the songs play and the digital memories start,
sometimes i wonder what if we werent apart.


kissing at red lights
underneath the sunset.
the warmth; our silhouettes
when the tears come,
i guess i cared.

somehow,
i can hate you so now
didnt really think it'll be like this.
all the cursing and getting pissed,
guess that your like that when
you cant get what you wish.


now i know i didnt love you, i had to let you go
and moving on from all the pictures all i used to hold.


kissing at red lights
underneath the sunset.
the warmth; our silhouettes
when the tears come,
i guess i cared.




listening to sadsongs make me feel like writing sad songs. yes, theyre fiction.
un really tired but i never feel like sleepiing and i guess i dont feel like doing anything now.
i can identify the feeling but i guess itll be stupid to talk about it.
no ones really there anymore.
on the cover it looks so poised&perfect.
but theres always a fear and its always there.