here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

8:29 pm Title: Photo

A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things I wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
'Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Timing lost minutes and moments
And I might be lonely girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second
It all comes right back to me
Nothing's forgotten now
Yeah everything's saved
What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot
You were my life
you were my faith
You gave me hope every day

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot



a month ago, ill be crying over this song. and now i can smile and just let the lyrics wash over me, knowing that i felt that way before. ill be lying if i say that it doesnt still hurt. i mean, itll hurt for quite long. but itll fade too. and many other hurts would have added on by then. this would seem insignificant. but i really believed then, that i loved you zp. i can remember crying myself to sleep every night, waking up to face a quiet phone and running through all the saved messages. i deleted them all at one go. figured that moving on would be best.
now i can look at the neoprints and just smile at the memories. smile at all the fun and weird things we did together. i miss them, but i dont want to be there again.

i know now that i dont, and i never did love you.