here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

9:57 pm when i was sad at night,
i thought of calling you.
then wondered.
nevermind, if he doesnt mind us talking, he would have asked.
ive nothing to say.
ran out of words.



if it would rain now,
i would run out and just get wet and sit and pray that ill freeze.
if it rained i would
remember me always looking at the sky and asking for someone to hug when i felt cold.
its going to rain soon.
i can feel it.
the thunder and stuff help the prediction too.
im cold now already.
frozen inside out.
i dont know if i want you here or not.
i know that if i see you now, i'll cry and i dont even know why.
i love you.
but its still so cold.
and i never chase, ever.
if you want me you have to ask.
but its still so cold.