here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

10:57 pm and if i open my door
and all the feelings flood out.
bleeding,crimsoning the floor
my emotions no more.

i feel like ive grown up too fast
and all the times ive let them go.
theres so much unsiad in my heart
but ill just cut it all & tear it apart.

wrapped around and constricting
if i could just saw away feelings.
run my fingers over the important veins
as if the smooth motion could sever them away.

nothing really bothers me anymore
its a toppling strand of bricks
one falls so do all.
no more feelings; not what i need.

maybe wash off all the stains
and wave goodbye.start anew;
remove from all in my life.
no more pain, no more wasted time.