here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

5:48 pm and you talk about slitting like its some damn cool thing.
eh you know gerbera and yvonne slit and they say its not pain and they have a scar and crap like that.
i thought you knew how i felt about it.
and you can still describe it to me.
they say its not pain,
sterilise before you slit.
if you want to die, slit lengthwise.

and everytime i step into a mrt train and i dont feel good,
thats just what i remember.

thankyou,
if i die of slitting lengthwise one day with a sterilised scissor.
you know where i got it from.

i cant even begin to describe how i feel now,
and writing it out doesnt make me feel better like i thought it would.
but you know,
nevermind.