here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

9:06 pm im watching secret again.
it seems like such a typical love story then the ending gets you hard.
finally you get everything that happens, and you sort of appreaciate how beautiful love can actually be, though its just a show.
would you walk away from your dad and be this invisible guy in a world you dont belong in, whom no one else can see, for me?
would i walk away from my mum and be this invisible person in a world i dont belong in, whom no one else can see, for you?
and what if i do that, would you change your mind in the end, and fall in love with someone else, then hate me if i cling on to you, because i gave everything away for you?
i wont ever have to know, i guess.
but i feel hollow now.
i said alot of things i wish i didnt.
but i really dont know what love is.
i dont know.
maybe ive given it to you, maybe youve given it to me.
but i dont know what it is.
honestly.
im sorry i said hurtful things to you.
i understand how hurtful it must be for you to hear those words.
im trying to apologize, but.
i don't know; i shouldnt expect a reply.
i dont know.
but.
here's another apology.
im sorry.
i love you.