here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

11:33 pm so i can just forget it.
seem to have a night for miscommunication,
to stab us in the back this time.
is this the end of the line,
coz then itll be a crime.
-miscommunication/deltagoodren

i dont know how to phrase it. we're just drifting further apart, it feels like that. it seems like im holding on and calling because i know itll push you further away. and in this world i feel like im in this glass casing. i can reach out and try and make you and everyone else smile, but no one can touch me. nothing. bad moods come and i just smile. tears come and i just hide for awhile. anger comes but i try to wait for it to drain. i dont want to be in this glass bubble, but i dont get a choice. its not like it really matters whether anyone gets through to me or not. as long as i can get through to them, they dont mind.h