here;
stealing smiles.

just close your eyes

9:19 pm hello.
here're a few things im never going to say to you.

i hate it when you slit. it doesnt help and the only thing it does is hurt you and make me feel bad when i cant help it.
i hate you when you slit, its so horrible.
i hate it when you vent on me, without warning me first.
i hate it when you tell me youre fine, when youre not and i know it.
i hate it when you tell me youre fine, when youre not then you vent on me.
i hate it when you keep signing in and out of messenger because that makes me feel like talking to you.
i hate it when you say stuff like, you can blame me, and not do anything about it.
i hate it when you say stuff like, dont forever then, its up to you.
i hate it when im ignoring you.
i hate it when i cant talk to you, because you say youll spill my secrets.
i hate it when you do stuff to test how much i trust you, or how much i care, isnt it enough when i tell you?
i hate it when we quarrel over stuff that you plan to test me.
i hate it when you make it my fault.
i hate it when you hide stuff from me just coz im sick.sick, not invalid.
i hate it when you challenge me to do stuff forever, knowing full well i wont ignore you forever. well it sure as hell not my fault this time.
i hate it when we both know we're looking at each others pm and nick, yet adamantly refuse to talk to each other, its always got to be me first.
i hate it when you dont want to just admit youre wrong and start talking me first.
i hate it now.


since youre obviously not going to talk to me first, and im not going to talk to you first this time.
fine.